BEHIND THESE EYES

 

SO MUCH PAIN BEHIND THESE EYES

SO MUCH FEAR IT MAKES ME CRY

TEARS ARE FALLING FROM THE SKY

AND BLOOD IS POURING FROM THESE EYES.

 

SO MUCH PAIN INSIDE MY SOUL

SO MUCH FEAR IT MAKES ME COLD

NOW MY EYES ARE AS BLACK AS COAL

AND MY YOUTHFUL SOUL, GROWING OLD

 

SO MUCH PAIN INSIDE MY MIND

SO MUCH FEAR IT'S SO UNKIND

‘CAUSE ALL THE PAIN I HEAR AND SEE

IT'S ALL THE FEAR INSIDE OF ME.

 

NOW THE TIME HAS COME

TO PROVE TO EVERYONE,

SO EVERYONE CAN SEE,

THIS PAIN INSIDE OF ME

THIS FEAR INSIDE OF ME

AND FOLLOW ME HOME

 

 

Written by:   Chris Merscia

Preformed by: Zeke's Choice

 
 
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Dedication

Behind These Eyes

Chapter  1 - OVERTURE

Chapter  2 - IN THE BEGINNING

Chapter  3 - MY FIRST SHOT

Chapter  4 - CHAD AND THE DEALER

Chapter  5 - THE DECISION TO DEAL

Chapter  6 - LICENSE TO STEAL

Chapter  7 - CASINO SCHOOL

Chapter  8 - SPRING '84

Chapter  9 - GETTING IN--THE AUDITION

Chapter 10 - BREAKING IN

Chapter 11 - LEARNING THE BIZ

Chapter 12 - SHOOTING DICE: THE HOOK

Chapter 13 - THE CITY, THE CASINOS, AND THE MOB

Chapter 14 - THE MOVE TO GET OUT

Chapter 15 - FIRED BY THE MAFIA

Chapter 16 - ALONG COMES MARY

Chapter 17 - THE TROP

Chapter 18 - OUTSIDE THE BIZ

Chapter 19 - BACK IN THE BIZ--ANOTHER AUDITION

Chapter 20 - THE BIRTH OF NICOLE

Chapter 21 - TRUMP: THE ART OF THE STEAL

Chapter 22 - PREVIEWS OF THINGS TO COME

Chapter 23 - THE BREAK-UP

Chapter 24 - THE NUT HOUSE

Chapter 25 - RECOVERY

Chapter 26 - PARENTAL ALIENATION

Chapter 27 - FIRED FROM TRUMP

Chapter 28 - I FIGHT FOR NICOLE

Chapter 29 - THE RUN-A-ROUND

Chapter 30 - THROWING IN THE TOWEL

Chapter 31 - WHAT NOW

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