WHAT NOW?

 

 

    I have no idea what my readers were thinking about me before they read this book, or their opinion now after reading it, but I will not simply point out a problem without giving the solutions as I see best. Many serious repercussions will occur in light of this newfound knowledge.  My intentions were not to gain personal glory, fortune, or fame.  It was just to point out the evils in life, in the hope of stopping it, thus creating a better world for all to live.  What I wrote was from the emotions of fear and disgust, which I had been carrying around inside of me for over seven years.  Now that my conscience has been cleansed I can write this final chapter as the real me; the person I am and was always meant to be.

    Love is the reason I wrote this.  Love of life, love of man, love of my daughter who deserves a better world and upbringing.  I am a philanthropist. While it is true had I not been given such a difficult time from the employees of the Trump Plaza and by Mary Ingemar during the summer of 1991 I may not have written this, still remember my plans have always been, since I went back to college to study anthropology, to write my dissertation on the subject of cheating in the casinos.  Donald Trump and Mary Ingemar just helped to speed up the process.  For that, we may thank them.  It does not, however, excuse them from the crimes that they committed.  Donald Trump and every casino operator on the planet have defrauded the public out of billions and billions of dollars.  Miss Ingemar has lowered herself and conspired with the son of a known Mafioso to have me murdered. And I may, very well, lose my life still for writing this book.  But the love in me to see the planet and everyone on it flourish is the driving force behind everything I do and to think of only myself would be sinful.

    Obligations made in 1985 to my God and master is what compelled me to write this book.  They guided its entire production.  Inspiration came from the all.  So perhaps everyone on the physical plane, which helped make it happen, were all just part of the plan and were brought in for many different reasons but for reasons for which all can learn and grow.  For that we may be forgiving.

    Very many people are probably upset over the statements made about them.  Sometimes a good kick in the behind is what we all need to see the light.  God knows I tried my best with Mary Ingemar.  But some people are just not going to learn what they don't want to know.  You have the choice in you. You have the will to accept what is righteous, or the will to deny it and continue living a life that could destroy you and the others around you.  The not so good things I may have said about anyone was said out of the frustration of knowing they have been misguided and are willing to play that destruction game. I still love each and every one of you.

    Everywhere there is gambling there is a fix; every casino, every horse race - anything the bookies are making a line on.  It is time we all wake up and realize this.  Gambling is also causing our souls to deteriorate.  It is a moral sin that goes against the commandment, Thou Shalt Not Covet Thy Neighbors Goods.  Coveting is jealously and jealously is evil.  If we could be content with staying within our own means and not view ourselves as inferior, then we will have no need to want to gamble or steal in order to meet the route of all evil; easy money.  In the same measure, people should not look down on those with less material wealth.  The fact that most are happy and at peace with themselves should be enough to show they are rich.  "The world is full of kings and queens who blind your eyes and steal your dreams."

    You are probably wondering, if I love my friends, why would I turn against them and take away their livelihoods?  Well, I did not turn on my friends. My friends are the many people in the casino business that are now saying to themselves, and out loud, thank God, it is finally over.  My friends are the ones who respect what I have done and who will now follow and stand up for what is noble, knowing they are not alone.  These are the people who were the victims and not the crime; the people who publicly denounced their jobs and never asked to learn how to operate the peddles on the floor.  It was the enemies of the planet and mankind who I turned against.

    One medium, which is to take credit for this book, is music.  There is a saying between my kind that music will save the world. You better believe it is true. If it were not for the many beautiful songwriters I may have never gotten the message.  Also, I do not think I would have ever came to realize the good in man and been just like the many weak minded people who just do what they are told until they themselves become part of the problem. If I am able to help steer the planet and mankind from destruction and moral decay, then we all have music to thank for it.

    Unless the people of this planet stand united together in making a change, we cannot have total peace and brotherhood.  We must all stand up for what is right.  I saw people like John "The Count" Montafusco and Willie Mays working for the casinos.  I saw Telly Savalas on a TV commercial promoting casino gambling for the Mafia's Player's Club, a club that entices people who could normally not afford to go to the casinos, to go.  I would like to ask Telly and the others, are you Mafia, or were you stooges for them and now hurting inside for what you helped to destroy?  In Antoinette Giancana's book, she mentions a FBI "memorandum dated September 17, 1970, which said in part: '...Giancana [Sam] perfected arrangements whereby the Shah of Iran has allowed the construction and operation of a gambling casino to be opened in Teheran, Iran.'"  And we wonder why the Iranians kicked out the United States along with its Mafia pawn.  They were not fooled by that man and took a stand for what was right and what they believed in.  It is time for the rest of us to stop being fooled by self-serving politicians and businessmen and take the stand to change the world for the better.

    People are the solution to stopping the Mafia.  For starters, anyone paying them protection money (extortion) to keep an honest business they have worked hard to obtain must stop paying those goons. This happens in every town in America. Every shop owner must take what steps are necessary.  Talk with your neighbors and plan.  If everyone refuses to pay, then the message will get across that this type of intimidation will not be tolerated by anyone.  They will have no other choice but to stop.

    Little by little we can defeat evil.  One thing our FBI can do to help is follow very closely those individuals identified as being members of La Cosa Nostra. When they did that to Sam Giancana it drove him insane.  Keep doing that.  Let these people know we know who they are and we are not going to let them continue.  If there are laws preventing such solutions, then change them.  Aristotle said, "Law is a pledge that the citizens of a state will do justice to one another."

    Another measure we can all take is to see to it that gambling businesses become prohibited.  If the "government" decides to keep the casinos and lotteries and such, we must boycott them.  No one should give them assistance or work for them.  We do not have to be greedy.  So what should happen to all the unemployed casino workers?

    Not everyone should be held responsible for his or her participation in the fraud that has been committed.  Anyone who worked in the slot departments are free to go and should be given unemployment benefits.  However, their managers should all be questioned to their involvement using a polygraph test.  We have the technology; we might as well use it to our advantage.  As far as the games departments go, every person who ever held a management position from Boxperson, all the way up to the casino executives and owners, should all be arrested and charged with felony counts of conspiracy to commit fraud through deception and tried for their willingness to participate in it.  (We can make room in the jails by letting go the people arrested on a marijuana charge.  That plant never did anything to hurt anyone.)  Anyone who has held those positions, but left the business, should be questioned to the extent of their involvement at the time to determine whether or not they took advantage of their power to steal for themselves. Many of the employees did that and then quit to either retire or open a business using that money.  Some are probably still connected with the Boys. All dealers should be given immediate unemployment benefits and, to continue receiving those benefits, should all submit to a polygraph to determine whether or not they used their power to steal money for themselves.  It sounds like a lot of work and it is, but those people had the choice not to get involved

    Every gambler who ever lost money in the casinos are legally entitled to sue and since it is a fraud case they may receive triple their losings. This, however, cannot be granted.  There is no way of proving all the claims that will be made by everyone and his brother. Because of that, it will not be fare to only grant it to those people whose losings are on computer files. (But who am I to stop you?) These people often refused to be rated, so therefore not all records will be accurate.  Besides that, it was there own fault for being greedy enough to begin wagering in the first place.  For them I can only suggest Gamblers Anonymous.  There phone number is 1-800-GAMBLER.

    The banks will have to suffer as well.  In Donald Trump's first book he told the story of how he got the money to build his first casino.  He stated that the bank had a policy of not doing business with casinos, but gave him the money anyway.  I think Donald gave that loan officer a kick back to approve the loan. It is too bad. I am sure other banks have this same policy of not doing business with casinos and it is quite obvious as to why.  To them, I solute you. However, the banks took the risks when loaning the money to these cronies, so now they will have to suffer for making such bad judgment.  No.  For the cash on hand I have other plans.

    Each casino and casino owner will have all assets frozen and audits performed.  All non-cash assets will be sold at auction and the proceeds will be added to the cash holdings.  All cash holdings will be gathered together in one large superfund.  The superfund will be used for a number of considerations.  They will be: to educate the former casino and hotel employees; to extend unemployment benefits twice that which is allotted by law; to set up more Gamblers Anonymous chapters; and to set up support groups and counseling for the employees who feel they have been mentally damaged by being involved with committing crimes against humanity.  These rules shall apply to any person or company who owns any casinos abroad or any cruise ship with a casino.  They will also apply to racetrack owners and their employees as well.

    Any time we move towards what is proper for our souls, we move towards what is also right for humanity.  If we know what we do to be in harmony and accordance with God and the natural laws, then we know what we do will not interfere with the heath and well being of another person and their relationship with their God.  It will tear down all the personal hells to create one just Heaven.  Peace.

    Reaction should be swift. It is time we clean up this mess.  Stand proud, show no fear, and do what you know is just. Be strong and "love will find a way."  It is time to ease your minds and live free.  I recall a statement made by the character called Junior in the movie Platoon.  He said, "Free your mind, your ass will follow."  Iím not sure where that came from, but you better believe it is true.  (Many people should listen to what Rob Carmen, from Victory Fellowship, has to say about that.)  The sooner you toss out your Hell, the sooner you can start to enjoy and live life with God, rather than just surviving.

    The "government" must do its part as well. They must pass new laws directed at fighting the Mafia and make further membership punishable by life in prison.  And we must get the politicians out of office.  These are people who are using their public office for their own means. Do not be fooled by their smiles.  These are bad people who will invade countries, start wars, and kill whoever they must, just to look out for themselves.  They are a type of Mafia unto their own with more power then the smaller ones and probably have affiliations with those same ones.  They play the same game, only on a wider field.  Let me show you two examples.

    Have you ever heard of the Panamanian Invasion?  I believe they called it, Operation Just Cause.  Well, it was Just beCause Manuel Noriega would no longer play ball with the United States.  When Bush was with the CIA and Vice President, he would allow Noriega safe passage of his drugs into the United States in exchange for him taking back guns to deliver to soldiers fighting U.S. backed gorilla wars in Central America. It was our "government" who put that evil man in power. When he decided to keep that power and not give the U.S. what they wanted, Bush felt it was time to take him out in favor of a new puppet.  For that he invaded this small country, killed over 2000 people (many of them civilians), and had Noriega arrested to make it appear that he was doing the world a favor and fighting drugs at the same time.  It was total bull.

    Another case in point.  Do you remember, Operation Desert Storm?  There was a good one.  Here is another man Ray-gun and Bush supported since they took office.  In 1985, congress called on them to do something about Sadam Hussein after they received reports that he killed thousands of Kurds. What did our administration do?  They white washed it under the carpet.  He was a son-of-a-bitch, but he was our son-of-a-bitch.  Then in June or July of 1990, congress found out the one or two billion dollars we were giving him to buy food with was being squandered on weapons.  Again, Bush gave them the white wash and made them drop it.  Then this evil dictator went to the U.S. Embassy and told us he was having a problem with Kuwait and if the Kuwaitis did not let up he was thinking of invading.  He asked for our opinion on the matter and we told him it was an Arab matter; we didn't want to get involved. President Hussein was thinking, great, just like with Iran, they are not going to bother me on this one. So what does he do?  He invades.  Well heck, for weeks he massed on the border to see what kind of a response he would get and Bush hardly did a thing.  All of a sudden he goes in. Now Bush is singing a new tune and he rallies the country to hate Arabs enough to want to kill 600,000 of them. We, being sheep, follow. When after all, all George Bush did was use the Hermann Goering method of leading while waging war.  Goering said, "Why of course the people don't want war.  Why should some poor slob on a farm want to risk his life in a war when the best he can get out of it is to come back to his farm in one piece?  Naturally the common people don't want war: Neither in Russia, nor in England, nor for that matter in Germany.  That is understood.  But after all, it is the leaders of the country who determine the policy and it is always a simple matter to drag the people along, whether it is a democracy, or a fascist dictatorship, or a parliament, or a communist dictatorship.  Voice or no voice, the people can always be brought to the bidding of the leaders.  That is easy.  All you have to do is tell them they are being attacked, and denounce the pacifists for lack of patriotism and exposing the country to danger.  It works the same in any country."

    Now, while this was all going on, George knew what was going to happen.  He knew Iraq was going to invade and he also knew when they did the price of oil would jump dramatically.  This would help all of his Texas oil buddies who helped put him and their friends in office.  This would also help the Bush's because now they could buy oil before the price jumped and sell it for a hefty profit after the invasion.  George knew that with every announcement he would make the stock market and prices of key stocks would react accordingly. He could buy and sell stocks before he made the announcements.  He could say one thing one day after buying a stock, pushing the price of that stock up, sell more of it than he had, and then say something different the next day, bringing the price of that stock down to where he could buy the stock he over sold the previous day and thus make a fortune.  Why do you think George spent something like $26 million to win a job that paid $200,000 a year? It wasn't for the million-dollar retirement money.

    Drugs, poor education, inadequate housing for the poor, failing banks, a decaying environment and ozone, unemployment, and higher taxes imposed on us, is what is happening in the United States because Bush and his cronies were trying to get everything they could while holding the office.  And we sat back and said he was doing a great job when he was the cause of all this.  He used wars to hide behind while making you feel good even though the country was "going to hell in a hand basket."

    Never will this plan work without the will of the people.  Remember what I said earlier, "You're not going to learn what you don't want to know."  You have to stop accepting the word of the president as the word of God. You have to question and investigate. It is time to take the politicians out and put the people in.  It is time to put the word "people" back in "We the People."  The Declaration Of Independence states we must make this change. It states:

 

"We hold these truths to be self-evident, that all men are created equal, that they are endowed by their Creator with certain unalienable Rights, That among these are Life, Liberty and the pursuit of Happiness.---

    "That to secure these right, Governments are instituted amongst Men, deriving their just powers from the consent of the governed,---

    "That whenever any Form of Government becomes destructive of these ends, it is the Right of the People to alter or to abolish it, and to institute new Government, laying its foundation on such principles and organizing its powers in such form, as to them shall seem most likely to effect their Safety and Happiness.  Prudence, indeed, will dictate that Governments long established should not be changed for light and transient causes; and accordingly all experience hath shown, that mankind are more disposed to suffer, while evils are sufferable, than to right themselves by abolishing the forms to which they are accustomed.  But when a long train of abuses and usurpations, pursuing invariably the same Object evinces a design to reduce them under absolute Despotism, it is their right, it is their duty, to throw off such Government, and to provide new Guards for their future security.---"  Let's do it!

 

    I write this for the good of the planet and everyone on it.  This is no joke.  We must get rid of the foreign agents running D.C. and put in place temporary leaders who will think of the planet first, the people second and never of themselves.  Perhaps Jimmy Carter and someone he trusts.  So where should they start? 

    Children are the most impressionable human beings on the planet.  Ethics begin with them.  They all start out with pure hearts and souls, but they are very imitative and do like they see.  If they see the bad, they will repeat it.  And they are taught how to lie at a young age when they find out that adults have been lying to them for years and in the open about fraudulent magical beings.  We must bring them up in reality.

    Other lies we tell our children are about drugs.  We say it is OK to use two of the most addictive drugs which kill hundreds of thousands of people a year while costing our economy some $8 billion a year due to alcohol alone.  We do it openly in front of them and this is a lie.  Then we have the nerve to lie to them about sacraments like pot and hallucinogens and tell them they are dangerous drugs that lead to the hard stuff as we light up our cigarette and drink our beer when those are drugs, which definitely lead to destruction and death. Our children are the most valuable assets this planet has and they should be taught well and shown much love.  Not lied to.  Let's follow common sense and treat them with respect.  They are tiny adults trying to figure out what is going on around them.  Stop patronizing them.  When will the strangers we speak of become friends we have never met?

    Let us talk a little more about education and medicine for a bit.  There is no reason why both of these should not be socialized.  The answer is simple - stop spending so much on weapons and paying people to be trained killers.  You would be amazed at what we can do with all that money and life saved.  What is so difficult about what I ask?  This is not a pipe dream.  It is too simple. And I am not just talking about here in the United States.  Jesus Christ once said something to the effect that if you do what is wrong to save your own skin, then your soul will die. (That is why I had to write this book.)  Remember, Thou shalt not kill.  Would you rather take life, or teach people how to improve the quality of it?

    Every time I say we need a socialized medical system I hear that the quality of care will fall.  On the contrary.  The quality would only go up because greed would no longer be the driving force behind the person becoming a doctor.  Only those people who care and can keep the grades will become doctors.  And they will still make a modest living.  If education were free, doctors would no longer have a reason to justify charging prices that make them millions of dollars a year. Then I hear the argument about how long it takes them to become doctors.  So what. School is fun.  Would you not rather be in school for ten years, or working in a factory?

 

    Like everything else I mentioned improving, the economy will improve as well.  This is how it works.  We stop wasting $2 billion a year to destroy marijuana and there is more money for the economy.  With marijuana now legal, people can grow their own and there is another $10 billion a year available for us to spend on the economy rather than on the drug lords.  We do away with all forms of gambling and that accounts for at least another $300 billion a year Americans can pump back into the economy.  Look at that.  I did two morally correct things and already saved this country $312 billion a year.  That is just the start.  Just wait until we get to the lawyers. By the end of the century the quality of life on this planet should increase a thousand fold.  The answers are so simple; it is right before your eyes and hidden with in.

    Let it not be said I did not mention the love on the planet.  It is everywhere, surrounding us all.  It is even right here between the lines on these pages.  I have been with some of the most loving people on this planet and respect them all.  You can feel it each time you are in their presence--such as the time I shook the hand of Carlos Santana, outside the Taj Mahal on the Atlantic City Boardwalk, after his show.  It is an energy created out of the natural flow of the universe.  Little Nicole has plenty of it.  It is there.  It exists.  And if you cannot understand it, just go with it.  "The love you send out returns to you in time."  It is a never-ending self-replicating process, which works with bad as well. If the bad is followed, then the flow is interrupted.  It is very frustrating to be a person of peace and love and live in a world full of tension.  It hinders our flow and is bad for our karma.  It can, however, be discarded in favor of the love we each posses.

    Existence is but a mere expression of consciousness representing itself through life.  The planet is a living, breathing, organism that we are but a part of.  We depend on each other for existence.  Without one, the other cannot survive.  By that I mean we have already taken the steps to destroy the planet and must now take the action to save it.  One very important step is to stop cutting down the trees and plant hemp.  If we do not take the measures to save the planet, then it is for sure the both of us shall die. In fifteen years the ozone will have such a hole in it that we are going to see major crop failures and starvation throughout the planet.  Let's not wait until we are hungry to take the stand. By then it will be too late. Do what is right and must be done now.  "Come and mend this design with every right we do."

    Virtually every action taken on this planet by anyone affects someone else.  Some more than others.  Moses brought us the Ten Commandments - Jesus taught us how to use them.  Do not think of them as commands, but rather a guide for keeping balance in the flow.  They are easy, step-by-step instructions for creating Heaven on earth. Life is very simple and quite enjoyable if we just follow the directions.  Otherwise, we will continue to destroy our souls and the ones of those around us.

    It is quite obvious, from what I see, that no one really believes in hell.  I have never read much of the Bible, but I believe it says something to the effect that if we go against the commandments we will wind up in hell? That is but a half-truth. There is no pitchfork hell. Hell is here. It is on the Earth. When we go against the commandments, we go against the flow.  When the flow is disrupted, excuse the pun, but all hell breaks loose.  We create a hell, not only within ourselves, but also on the earth for the rest to suffer through.  That is not good and will only go on to create non-existence.

    That really wouldn't be so bad, for non-existence is not suffering.  But, if that is the way we are headed then please, I beg of you, push the button, launch the missiles, and let's get it over with.  If we are going to be wimps about it then we must realize that the answer to the question "why" is love.  Love is why we are here.  Love of life and love of our existence.  If we cannot love it, then lets leave it.  We are all one and interconnected.  If we cannot live together in harmony on the physical plane, then lets all come together in non-existence.

    Everything will take time and everyone will have to do his or her part. Just one person can throw off the balance and harmony.  From the time of our conceptions, with each cell division, an absolute knowledge is ingrained in us.  We must use that knowledge to see to the outcomes of our actions.  We can no longer act for the good of ourselves, but for the good of the whole.  I have given you the truth; it is up to us to use it.  This may be the last chance we get.  There may be no second coming, but I pray for it.  With all that said, I would like to leave you with the words I wrote, to which Chris put music to, one Sunday afternoon this past summer (1991).  It is about everyone doing their part and is entitled "Future Concern."

 

 

PAST REFLECTIONS OF TIMES GONE BY

THOUGHT OF, CAN BE SEEN WITH THE EYE

LESSONS TAUGHT TIMES BEFORE

SHOW THE SCARS FORM THEIR WAR

SAID, SHOW THE SCARS FROM THEIR WAR

WHEN WILL THEY LEARN? WHEN WILL THEY LEARN?

 

REBELS WITH A MASTER PLAN

VIEWED ALL SIDES FROM WHICH TO STAND

A LITTLE HERE, A LITTLE THERE

NOW YOU SIT WITHOUT A CARE

I SAID, NOW WE SIT WITHOUT A CARE

AND WHEN WILL WE LEARN? WHEN WILL WE LEARN?

 

THE PAST SHOWS THE WAY

THE GIFTS FOR TODAY

MORTGAGE THE FARM-WHEN WILL WE LEARN

YOU HAVE TO ACT WITH FUTURE CONCERNS

I SAID, YOU HAVE TO ACT WITH FUTURE CONCERNS

AND WHEN WILL WE LEARN? WHEN WILL WE LEARN?

 

THE TIME HAD COME TO TAKE THE WORDS TRUE

BROTHER AGAINST BROTHER, FIGHTING A WAR NOW DUE

MORTGAGE THE FARM-WHEN WILL YOU LEARN

THEY HAD TO ACT WITH FUTURE CONCERN

HAD TO REACT WITH FUTURE CONCERN AND WHEN WILL YOU LEARN?

 

ALL FOR ONE AND ONE FOR ALL

ITS NOT THE WAY IT IS AT ALL

TAKE WHAT WE CAN, SPEND WHAT YOU EARN

WE HAVE TO ACT WITH FUTURE CONCERN

HAVE TO ACT WITH FUTURE CONCERN

 

MULTICORPORATIONS WITH MONEY TO LEND

SAID, "MIGHT MAKES RIGHT, GO AND SPEND, SPEND, SPEND"

WHY SHOULD WE WORRY ABOUT WHAT WILL REMAIN

INTEREST GROWS, OIL FLOWS, CAPITAL GANGS

THE PLANET IS DYING AND YOU KNOW NATURE MUST REIGN

I SAID, THE PLANET IS DYING AND YOU KNOW NATURE MUST REIGN

AND WHEN WILL WE LEARN?

 

THE PAST SHOWS THE WAY

THE PRESENT IS USED ONLY FOR TODAY

MORTGAGE THE FARM-WHEN WILL WE LEARN

WE MUST ACT WITH FUTURE CONCERN

I SAID, WE MUST ACT WITH FUTURE CONCERN

YOU HAVE TO REACT WITH FUTURE CONCERN

AND WHEN WILL WE LEARN?

 

 

Back to cover

 

 

Dedication

Behind These Eyes

Chapter  1 - OVERTURE

Chapter  2 - IN THE BEGINNING

Chapter  3 - MY FIRST SHOT

Chapter  4 - CHAD AND THE DEALER

Chapter  5 - THE DECISION TO DEAL

Chapter  6 - LICENSE TO STEAL

Chapter  7 - CASINO SCHOOL

Chapter  8 - SPRING '84

Chapter  9 - GETTING IN--THE AUDITION

Chapter 10 - BREAKING IN

Chapter 11 - LEARNING THE BIZ

Chapter 12 - SHOOTING DICE: THE HOOK

Chapter 13 - THE CITY, THE CASINOS, AND THE MOB

Chapter 14 - THE MOVE TO GET OUT

Chapter 15 - FIRED BY THE MAFIA

Chapter 16 - ALONG COMES MARY

Chapter 17 - THE TROP

Chapter 18 - OUTSIDE THE BIZ

Chapter 19 - BACK IN THE BIZ--ANOTHER AUDITION

Chapter 20 - THE BIRTH OF NICOLE

Chapter 21 - TRUMP: THE ART OF THE STEAL

Chapter 22 - PREVIEWS OF THINGS TO COME

Chapter 23 - THE BREAK-UP

Chapter 24 - THE NUT HOUSE

Chapter 25 - RECOVERY

Chapter 26 - PARENTAL ALIENATION

Chapter 27 - FIRED FROM TRUMP

Chapter 28 - I FIGHT FOR NICOLE

Chapter 29 - THE RUN-A-ROUND

Chapter 30 - THROWING IN THE TOWEL

Chapter 31 - WHAT NOW

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